31.5.05

Food Poisoning

So I went to eat at the IHOP, and low and behold bad eggs food poisoning.

30.5.05

Cash situation

So it's look like I need about 250 bones for rent to go through, that sux. I was way expensive to go to Albuquerque, but worth it for my brother, now I just have to see if I can figure out where to get that money from. My body is not ready to go back to crappy Kansas Caucasian food after being out there. The whole time I was there I just wanted to stay. If only there was a way to just leave it all behind, I'm starting to think that I just am going to make it here only 'til the end of the lease I just signed and if I can't get a home/property loan I'll just say F' it all and leave it behind.

Then the bus

So this morning go to Breakfast with D.O. Joe and someone threw eggs at the bus and either straberry shake or pudding crap on it. Jose gave me the heads up on another person who it could have been rather than the tards or the crack heads. Apparently the pretend punk princess is back in the town. Since I know that she as well is a twelve year old trapped in an older body, she is added to the list of suspects. Irks me that I just got back from helping and people have no respect. Goddamn WHITE PEOPLE!

29.5.05

Albuquerque

Okay maybe mostly Fort Defiance, but it lasted about 3 days longer than planned, and then whence I returned I had to bounce to class and I found that someone had egged and cottage cheesed my car, and now my brake light is on so I have to figure out what that is about and possibly throw some bitches in jail.

23.5.05

Lake!

Went to Clinton lake yesterday and realized how out of shape I am. I should start going on my days off and get my bike fixed up...

Wow am I sweating bills this month, I have decided that Car comes first then Car insurance, so right there is 347 + 210 + 1(for good measure)=558, and that's like one whole paycheck, then rent is next at 595, another paycheck, so that just leaves the rest of the bills which is 72(phone) + 15(electric) + 75(cable/internet) + 50(water) + 30(gas) = 242 and then Credit Cards of 30 + 30 + 15 = 75... YCOA owes me one paycheck that is in the mail right now for I'm hoping 300+ and then my big MV check comes Friday which should be over 600 and then next Friday which would be the 3rd, AKA rent is due I have hopefully a YCOA for another 200+ which only gives me 1100 and bills are 1470, so I am going to have to be beggin for some OT at MV this summer. Although next month I should have a little better Two MV's for about 1200 total, and then my YCOA's should hopefully just cover it.... The question is only can I get it done...

Albuquerque is tomorrow, excited, but Christopher is sound'n' like they is being punx and not letting him rent over there, chumps! Hopefully all goes good.

22.5.05

Realizations

Today I had the realization that my philosophy for managers comes from my martial arts background in the fact that a promotion does mean you are higher rank but that you must still be able to do all the things that you had to before, only better.

Then the other day when I was helping Jessica move I figured out that my stomach, okay myself, isn't and is retarded. Simply put I get that awkward feeling in my stomach when I am around any ex's place not just Christina's. Which is good and bad.

I am still such a child is another realization that I came upon the other day. I almost feel like I went through my 20's in my teens though as that is when I drank and did all kinds of bad stuff the most. My twenties on the other hand is much more slowed down and strict.

21.5.05

Lyrics and thoughts written down for the day

America taught me: If I can't sing and I can't write it's okay if I look good and my song a hook; just one hook.


UFB is on a KJHK ad for their website with a sound clip of R U Ready to rock.


I'm a cluster f@&* of cultures.

19.5.05

Bus

Got the bus fluids changed but couldn't get the oil filter off so that will have to wait until next time. *shrug* put in the super pimp coolant ah yeah, and new oil. just have to go get a bit more oil and then some beer for the hard day of work, and pick up Shae at 4pm for some random reason... eh well good times... my shower felt sooooooo good after yesterday's car work and then today's, even though I don't think I have the right fuel filter I did get the rotor changed out, but I can't figure out how to remove the old filter from the fuel line... another time perhaps... what a productive two days "off" I have had... next week will be even better.... if I can get ahold of Christopher.

18.5.05

Fixing the car

So went and gave the wagon some tuning up, new plugs(the old ones look like originals!), new wires, new distributor cap, rotor(but they gave me the wrong one), new battery wires (holy cow does everything work better with 2 gauge), old flush and change(which got rid of that darn check engine light), and flushed and filled the radiator(oh so sweet). Couldn't find the fuel filter though... think maybe I got the wrong one I'll check tomorrow... Also put in a new air and breather filter, plus a chromed out oil filler cap with a new PCV valve and hose huzzah!

Tomorrow it's the bus' turn for a flush and fill of oil and radiator.

All the stuff I got for under 200 bones too!

Good day except probably no summer Lawrence classes.

near JB

Why must KU allow 16 y.o. high school girls on it's rugby team!?! That's right found out she's studying for her HIGH SCHOOL Calculus final, and that she's only 16 so I took my leave quick like bunny.

Dropped Shae's pc off with my mom and they will work on that fool for her. Hopefully get that all done up quick like.

Bar was good times... freakin' hot chica who knew it was there. Felt bad about looking so much, but she was chill. Took her back to the Naismith towers so she wouldn't have to ride her bike. Thank you station wagon. Yeah!

17.5.05

moi problemo

sheesh gots to get a prog to help get rid of the virus on Shae's pc from Paul today at work, hopefully he comes in today. What a mess that thing is some program called aurora is all messing up her stuff so that it will only work in safe mode and that took a long time to get to work.... OOOoo I don't want to relearn binary....

16.5.05

good sleeps

I went to bed about 8:30/9pm last night, that was nice! until 3am when someone was getting dropped off outside my window and they talked with their bad exhaust truck on for 15 minutes and woke me up. Then I slept again from about 4am 'til 6am mmmmm planning some more of that for tonight, but I'll go over and help with Shae's computer first, maybe take another crack at the lawnmower, and wash and switch cars again... Good times.

15.5.05

ummm

long sleep planned for tonight oh yeah slept through b-fast and all this morning luckily I woke up before I had to go to the park. Sleep time still beckons. Got way to in to the video game at with the kids today... I am such a dork... eh well. Some one will love me or... not.

13.5.05

Ow

So my back hurts just a bit today after getting thrown a lot yesterday during graduation, and all the bending... but we only went over a little bit on time for graduation. Hopefully tonight will be smooth as well and I get plenty of sleep so that Saturday I can help Jessica move.

11.5.05

Deerfield grads

good times were had, pictures were taken, freaks me out still that people care and like me that much...

talked to the rugby chica, found out her name even, she was studying for her Calculus final which is awesome. So yet again my moronic self forgot to get digits or her age....but she was diggin on the conversation yet again. The kids were spying on me through the windows, craziness.

9.5.05

Paris Graduation

Well the first of 4 graduations is over, and it went well I had a lot of people asking hopefully if I would return in the Fall, and that felt really good. I even had people from other karate classes ask to take classes from me, which was kind of odd. All went well parents saw students break 100 year old trees compressed into single sheets of super thick paper(okay just paper), and freaking loved it! So hopefully all goes well in the summer for them good day today. YAY! now if only I get the cahones to ask out that rugby chica.

Montag

good day, if my leg didn't hurt from Abigail yesterday running up and hitting me in the calf A LOT! At the park had about 4 show up which is good times, and then JoJo and Bill with their ladies started playing tennis whilst we were there and didn't realize it was me until about an hour later, however, I didn't know it was them for about 20 minutes, mainly b/c I didn't know they could play tennis.

Finally finished printing out awards today, now I just have to write the stuff on the back of them which I will probably do tomorrow evening after work. I hope that I get off work a little early today so that I can make it to Topeka a little early for graduation.

7.5.05

No Lunch

No lunch today had to go help out another employee, and thus stay on the clock, so I ended up having to pee for like 9 hours, but hey people were happy and I helped a lot so it's cool. I got to explain to people how this town is closetly racist today, and they seemed to genuinely care. I still want to put the diamond pattern on the roof of the Beast like on pimp-my-ride the other day, damn I need to download some episodes of that and check out what I get engine wise for the Beast.

6.5.05

Ouch

So much shiz is happening, Testing, this week, then next week graduations, I have to work 6 days instead of my usual four at the second job, I filed the court shiz against Leah and Athena, stupid kids moved out early, and Brandon for contempt of court yesterday, plus Ian's non-availibility for Jury duty, then I'm going to see Christopher and take him all his shiz out in NM after work next Tuesday. Going to be super busy for the next couple as I drive out there unload and then have to be back by 5am Friday morning. only a total of 28 hours driving 14 there and 14 back.... ouch, but it's for my bro so it's cool. And now to go do some bankin.

Testing Testing Testing

So much testing, and me with almost no printer INK! curses going to have to go get some of that to print out all the awards. *shakes fist* Everyone so far is doing pretty good this semester I have two new red belts up in St. Joe. *does a little dance* ah yeah!

5.5.05

Been Meaning to post these for awhile

It's not enough to hear me say you've won
You only wanted me for having fun
But now I think you've gone and had your way
And left me with a pile of bills to pay
I can't even rewind the tape machine
To listen to your drunken reasoning
So here it is - your final lullaby

Goodnight, goodnight
You're embarrassing me
You're embarrassing you
So goodnight, goodnight
Walk away from the door
Walk away from my life
So Goodnight

I've given up on social niceties
I threw 'em out when I threw out your keys
Along with all your records I can't stand
You never even listen to any one of them
You're never gonna drag me out again
With all the people that were never ever even your friends
So here it is - your final lullaby

Goodnight, goodnight
You're embarrassing me
You're embarrassing you
So goodnight, goodnight
Walk away from the door
Walk away from my life
So goodnight

A little bit of rain I'd say is fair
But when it starts to thunder they all stare
This isn't goodnight, this is goodbye...

So goodnight, goodnight
You're embarrassing me
You're embarrassing you
Goodnight, goodnight.
Walk away from the door
Walk away from my life

Goodnight, goodnight
You're embarrassing me
You're embarrassing you
So Goodnight, goodnight
Walk away from the door
Walk away from my life
So goodnight