Lots of sleep

Slept most of the way back from OK, then came in and slept until 3, took off my shoes and slept until 6, then in and out until 7. Oh that was sweet. I don't have to go to work until 8ish, and it's class all day long. I think I will take recyclables in after work today. So that means tomorrow I have to take paperwork. Ian has the Geo up in Tongie, and that means I'll have to snag the Corolla for the day at least. Uncle was in good spirits but we had to turn right around and head back b/c Ian's dad was cooking him ribs so that's that. Good times though, good friggin' times.

Hey don't pay no mind!

Come out and play!

freaking snow. Now I am not heading down to OK until tomorrow. Have to call me uncle and let him know. St. Joe went up to 13 pages for my roster, ow so much ink. Now I have no idea what I am doing today, except probably cleaning out the Corolla, something tells me the girls don't want it that messy, and probably go ahead and change out the speakers. Last night *Original Prankster-random song* the fuse thing came loose, just like all Corolla's do, and Athena thought the battery died downtown on her, sadly it was the first time she drove it. I hate having to do paperwork, especially when there is random money left over/not found. I just woke up not that long ago but I am ready to go to sleep now that I did paperwork. I laugh at what people read into things without reading into things *Pretty Fly for a White Guy-somehow it's an Offspring morning* especially about me. So this cat Azrael trips me out sometimes, but then again makes me laugh. He attacks the computer screen because of the popups, and now is laying on my arm playing with this pen.

Oddity

Hanging out with my guys is always cool, but the way they tell me about things is way different too. Even the chicas. All are happy I am single. It is a congratulations. I mean was I missing something that everyone else was seeing? Nick and his chica were twice as excited for the Shield premier drink fest whence I said I wouldn't be bringing Christina. I just had a random epiphany when listening to My Girlfriend's Dead by The Vandals. No one even asks about her, except her friends. Did no one remember her because I never invited her or because she never came? Or did they just not care? It is an amazing weight lifted off me that everyone is just like awesome James. One person even called her psycho, PSYCHO, and she never met her. Okay maybe once, but that was an in passing thing. I am just way to into the unknown territory when it comes to reading chicas apparently. The odd thing is everyone says I deserve better, but yet no one has any choices to offer. They just say someone will come along.... Will I be dead? Thirty is coming up fast and my mark is small on this Earth. I have no legacy. My crisis is that of everyone, and no one is listening. Those who are willing to look at it my way already do for the most part, and those who aren't refuse to even consider the possibilities. Is it probable or even possible to find someone and something better? Especially if I must find it before the next 8.4 years are up? Well even review and searching for now off to ready for class.

Late Morning

Wow I was up until about 8am. Good times though. Free drinks from Nick, then Granada is now 80's nite, met up with Dusty and Smitty, then we headed to an after party. Dusty fell down in the can. We had to take him out to the car. Leah and some other chic that lived there were nice! Very huggy and told me to call them tomorrow, as in Saturday... I just might. Then Athena, Dusty, Smitty, and myself came back here to crash out. I hate trying to read signals, but I am content with Athena being a friend and roommate and nothing more. We stayed up talking until 8 and she said I could sleep in her bed, but I decided against and we went to lunch with me mom. Good times, but I am drag ass tired. I hope her friend Leah is up to going to my uncle Gilbert's house this weekend *wink**wink* to take him his truck.

Nikki

So I met one of Athena's friends, Nikki, last night. She is quite the stoner. She went to Wisconsin instead of Colorado, and ended up going down an alley. She was nice though, but as Athena put it a bit of an airhead. Well I didn't get paperwork done so here goes!

GOOD MORNING BOOZE

forgot about me whiskey so I went to Dillions and bought some sody, now it's 7am with good ole booze!

Tue March 15th

Oh yeah just looked it up gots ta make plans for Tuesday March 15th, a case of High Life and a bottle of Crown. Well that and Nick's place with the SHIELD premier!!!!! ah yeah!

*stretch*

Good sleep, I was planning on going out tonight, but I slept until about midnight, then in a daze until 3, so basically still asleep just 'illin on the couch. Might go out Thursday, but I don't know. The new roommie wants to go to 80's, but don't want to deal with the ex being there. So perhaps a good night of drinking with Nick and the kids. I always laugh, because the kids are older than me. Tito called out of the blue today, so huh? I got up way to late to call him back so that's another that I'll call tomorrow, or is it today.. Well I think it's Wednesday... Yep checked it on the pc. If only I had about a month off I would be gravy again. I loved that a few years ago, if only I did't have to sell my stuff. I work so much that time off is cherished. Well nothing really I want to do now so back to the music and cleaning.

Biz Markie to Brand New

my computer is a plethora of songs eh? Crazy for someone who looks as white as I, yes?

Have you ever met a girl that you tried to date
But a year to make love she wanted you to wait
Let me tell ya a story of my situation
I was talkin' to this girl from the U.S. nation
The way that I met her was on tour at a concert
She had long hair and a short miniskirt
I just got onstage drippin', pourin' with sweat
I was walkin' through the crowd and gues who I met
I whispered in her ear, "Come to the picture booth
So I can ask you some questions to see if you are a hundred proof"
I asked her her name, she said blah-blah-blah
She had 9/10 pants and a very big bra
I took a couple of flicks and she was enthused
I said, "How do you like the show?"
she said, "I was very amused"
I started throwin' bass, she started throwin' back mid-range
But when I sprung the question, she acted kind of strange
Then when I asked, "Do ya have a man," she tried to pretend
She said, "No I don't, I only have a friend"
Come on, I'm not even goin' for it
This is what I'm goin' sing
You, you got what I need but you say he's just a friend
And you say he's just a friend, oh baby
You, you got what I need but you say he's just a friend
But you say he's just a friend, oh baby
You, you got what I need but you say he's just a friend
But you say he's just a friend
So I took blah-blah's word for it at this time
I thought just havin' a friend couldn't be no crime
'Cause I have friends and that's a fact
Like Agnes, Agatha, Germaine, and Jacq
Forget about that, let's go into the story
About a girl named blah-blah-blah that adored me
So we started talkin', getttin' familiar
Spendin' a lot of time so we can build up
A relationship or some undderstanding
How it's gonna be in the future we was plannin'
Everything sounded so dandy and sweet
I had no idea I was in for a treat
After this was established, everything was cool
The tour was over and she went back to school
I called every day to see how she was doin'
Everytime that I ccalled her it seemed somethin' was brewin'
I called her on my dime, picked up, and then I called again
I said, "Yo, who was that?" "Oh, he's just a friend"
Don't gimme that, don't ever gimme that
Jus' bust this
You, you got what I need but you say he's just a friend
And you say he's just a friend, oh baby
You, you got what I need but you say he's just a friend
But you say he's just a friend, oh baby
You, you got what I need but you say he's just a friend
But you say he's just a friend
So I came to her college on a surprise visit
To see my girl that was so exquisite
It was a school day, I knew she was there
The first semester of the school year
I went to a gate to ask where was her dorm
This guy made me fill out a visitor's form
He told me where it was and I as on my way
To see my baby doll, I was happy to say
I arrrived in front of the dormitory
Yo, could you tell me where is door three?
They showed me where it was for the moment
I didn't know I was in for such an event
So I came to her room and opened the door
Oh, snap! Guess what I saw?
A fella tongue-kissin' my girl in the mouth,
I was so in shock my heart went down south
So please listen to the message that I say
Don't ever talk to a girl who says she just has a friend


I am heaven sent. Don't you dare forget. I am all you've ever wanted. What all the other boys all promised. Sorry I told. I just needed you to know. I think in decimals and dollars. I am the cause to all your problems. Shelter from cold. We're
never alone. Coordinate brain and mouth. Then ask me what it's like to have myself so figured out. I wish I knew. I hope this song starts a craze. The kind of song that ignites the airwaves. The kind of song that makes people glad to be where
they are with who ever they're there with. This is war. Every line is about who I don't wanna write about anymore. I hope you come down with something they can't diagnose, don't have the cure for. Holding on to your grudge. Oh, it's so hard to
have someone to love. And keeping quiet is hard. Cause you can't keep a secret if it never was a secret to start. At least pretend you didn't want to get caught. We're consentrating on falling apart. We were contenders, now throwing the fight. I
just wanna believe... in us. Oh, were so contraversial. We are entirely smooth. We admit to the truth. We are the best at what we do. And these are the words you wish you wrote down. This is the way you wish your voice sounds. Handsome and smart.
Oh, my tongue's the only muscle in my body that works harder than my heart. And it's all from watching TV. And from speeding up my breathing. Wouldn't stop if I could. Oh, it hurts to be this good. You're holding on to your grudge. Oh, it hurts to
always have to be honest with the one that you love. Oh, so let it go. We're consentrating on falling apart. We were contenders, now throwing the fight. I just wanna believe... We're consentrating on falling apart. We were contenders, now
throwing the fight. I just wanna believe... in us. This is the craze only we can bestow. This is the price you pay for loss of control. This is the break in the battle. This is the closest of calls. This is the reason you're alone. This is the
reason you fall. We're consentrating on falling apart. We were contenders, now throwing the fight. I just wanna believe... We're consentrating on falling apart. We were contenders, now throwing the fight. I just wanna believe... in us.

In the mood for?

Movin’ to the country gonna eat a lot of peaches
I’m movin’ to the country I’m gonna eat me a lot of peaches
I’m movin’ to the country I’m gonna eat a lot of peaches
Movin’ to the country I’m gonna eat a lot of peaches
Peaches come from a can they were put there by a man
In a factory downtown
If I had my little way I’d eat peaches everyday
Sun soakin bulges in the shade

Movin’ to the country I’m gonna eat a lot of peaches
Movin’ to the country I’m gonna eat a lot of peaches
I’m movin to the country gonna eat a lot of peaches
Movin’ to the country gonna eat a lot of peaches

I took a little nap where the roots all twist
Squished a rotten peach in my fist
And dreamed about you woman
I poked my finger down inside makin’ a little room for a ant to hide
Nature’s candy in my hand or can or a pie

Millions of peaches peaches for me
Millions of peaches peaches for free
Millions of peaches peaches for me
Millions of peaches peaches for free

Look out

Millions of peaches peaches for me
Millions of peaches peaches for free
Millions of peaches peaches for me
Millions of peaches peaches for free

Look out

Well gimme their number!

Oh yeah I get a vacation, because I turned the gas station in the authorities. So I also get to sue them for past due wages, pain and suffering, creating an unsafe work environment, and a myriad of other things I'm sure. So if you got a pro bono lawyer gimme their number!

The random thought of the night was:
Captalism promotes competion
Competition promotes rivalry
Rivalry promotes hatred
Hatred promotes violence
Violence promotes war
War promotes destruction
Destruction promotes annihilation
Annihilation promotes death
Death promotes THE END.

Therefore:

Captalism is the end of our civilization!

crazy?

Is one crazy when one talks to one's self?
Or is it when one answers the questions?

Am I truly fit for society?

If I have urges to cause severe bodily harm to people I have never met; am I a horrific person?

What happened to the free land that had no ties?

I can live off the land, so why must I hold a job?

Personal introspection is always interesting, and people wonder how I can know them so well, when I don't even know their name. It's because I know me so what else do I have to do?

Notorious three has been held against me for some reason, but I have a been there done that attitude of it. I don't really care about it, and don't want it with someone I have a relationship with, yet for some reason my sexual expolits are seen as what I want, when in reality they are just what I've had/tried. I experimented in my youth, learned what I like to do and have done. Is it wrong to analyze your sex life?

It is the scientist inside. I check out what is there and check on me. So I know I like to go down on girls, but yet I have yet to enjoy a girl going down on me. To quote a comic I am meat and potatoes guy when it comes to sex. This goes for many other things, I don't really dress up in costume. I don't really care about how I look in works in to my philosophy of life. Eh well I am calming down now so *shrug*

I leave with a Third Eye Blind song from the ride back from the office:
I'm only pretty sure that I can't take anymore
Before you take a swing, I wonder what are we fighting for
When I say out loud, I want to get out of this
I wonder, is there anything I'm going to miss?
I wonder how's it gonna be, When you don't know me?
How's it gonna be, When you're sure I'm not there?
How's it gonna be, When there's no one there to talk to?
Between you and me
'Cause I don't care, how's it gonna be

How's it gonna be?

Where we used to laugh, There's a shouting match
Sharp as a thumbnail scratch
A silence I can't ignore
Like the hammock by the doorway we spent time in, Swings empty
I don't see lightning like last fall when it was always about to hit me
I wonder how's it gonna be, when it goes down?
How's it gonna be, when you're not around?
How's it gonna be, when you found out there was nothin' between you and me?
'Cause I don't care, how's it gonna be

And how's it gonna be, when you don't know me anymore?
And how's it gonna be

Wanna get myself back in again
The soft dive of oblivion
I wanna taste the salt of your skin
The soft dive of oblivion, oblivion
How's it gonna be, when you don't know me anymore?
How's it gonna be
How's it gonna be
How's it gonna be

Hmmm

and then One I much enjoy:

Can I Graduate
Can I Graduate
Can I look at faces that I meet
Can I get my punk-ass off the street
I've been living on for so long
(Can I Graduate)
To the bastard talking down to me
Your whipping boy calamity
Cross your fingers, I'm going to knock it all down
(Can I Graduate)

Echo fading, We can't let go
She goes walking by in slow-mo'
Sell your Heart out for a buck
Go on, Fade out, Before I get stuck
Talking to somebody like you
Do you live the days you go through
Will this song live on long after we do
(Can I Graduate)
Can I look at faces that I meet
Can I get my punk-ass off the street
Won't die on the vine. I wanna knock it all down
(Can I Graduate)
Echo fading, candle blow
Did you flash out long ago
Cross my fingers, I don't know
Someone poked you down below

Can I Graduate
Can I Graduate
Can I Graduate
Can I Graduate
Can I Graduate
Can I get my punk-ass off the street
Can I look at faces that I meet
I'm not waiting here for you to fly (I mind)
Will this song live on long after we do (I mind)

Sleepy Tyme

It comes soon but I thought I would put some reasons for the priors upon retrospection:

1 and 2: like I said imitation of the elders was that reason.
3: Blitzed and tired, I wanted her to quiet herself.
4: *shrug* wanted a g/f, and she a b/f. Though friends I thought it could be more.
5: Senior and a Freshmen, then she in college when I was still in HS, I thought it was pimp, cause she was hot and a thespian going to college on a choir scholarship. Girl who can sing, hot, smart, long hair, and hippie-esque.
6: Goth chica.
7: Prom date.
8: Attempted Set-up
9: Smart, or so it appeared, she appealed to me intellectually more than anything else.
10: My suggestion worked, although a horrible line, it worked.
11: The ones I thought had potential/would look good naked at the time.
12: Celsea too annoying, Emily had a lot of baggage, and these two were amazingly similar and both were churchy.
13: reminded me a lot of #5 in looks, a little bigger, but the hair, and could sing. Plus she was innocent in a lot of ideals. Mostly she was nice, and I thought I could help her mentally.
14: Longest relationship of my life began, because of those cat-eyed glasses coupled with her fine fine looks, apparent innocence, taste in music, lack of ability to act in social situations, and enjoyment of my back rubs and hugs. She reminded me a lot of myself in my younger days, and needed molding, and more importantly liked video games damnit.
15: Testing if I could actually go back out into the single scene again, and she was/is a cool friend.
16: Firstly she is so nice, even though I am working at a gas station at 2:30 am when I see her. Very good looking secondly. She is in college, which is highly respectable and has 3 jobs on top of that. So responsible, nice, and cute. Hopefully she calls.

Hooray! and then some

YAY! Athena moved in today. *dances* Wicked cool lady with same mellowness as myself, we used to smoke together back in the day. Oddly enough she introduced me to the first of the notorious three. good jefco times!

Then my random thoughts as work culminate into this:

1. Do not smile; you never know who is falling in love with your frown.

2. On breakups it is always easier to blame the party. Thus the "getting over" phase is usually accomplished when one either feels better with a "rebound" or by easily saying that it is the others fault. So for all my exes that I can think of in the order I can remember with durations by memory, here is the reason that they were my fault:

1. Dandi-Kindergarten-length unknown-I was too young and obviously trying to appear older.(she's now married)
2. Crystal-Kindergarten-length unknown-same reason.(she's now married)
3. Ronnie-Freshman-One Day-freaked me out, and I really wanted her friend Christie....(she's now married)
4. Billy Jo-Freshman-About a week-Though it was a mutual decision that there was more of a friendship than a romance I still originally made that choice independently.(she's now married)
5. Michelle-Freshman thru ?-length randomized-Off and on it was, but never really offical except maybe for a bit, you a senior, me a Freshman, then you to college, too busy for each other, and I was like a rebound. My fault for not pushing for more.(she's now married)(many other FWB's fall into this category and all FWB relationships, with one exception, I despise!)
6. Taarna-Junior/Senior-length unknown-I couldn't deal with your psycho parents, granted your mom did walk in on you losing your cherry, but yours was the first mom that didn't like me, and I couldn't deal with not kissing. (kissing I see as a strongpoint) In the end to high of maintence.(she's lost to the abyss known as JuCo where no one knows what happened after that)
7. Maida-Junior/Senior-one date-You were a prom date and nothing more, lost it to you, and you were terrible in my opinion. I found this grounds to never see you again, especially after you lied about it to Omar. Arrogance of Youth, my fault.(she went bat shit insane and moved to California within the week, and hasn't been heard from since)
8. Linley-never-no length-Dusty kept trying to set me up with his retarded g/f's retard friend, and I continually told you so. Just for added fun did I put in here, that you're dumb and ugly, and that's why it's my fault. I never gave you the chance. EVER. and never will.(who cares where she is)(also in the category is Snaggle tooth Sally)
9. Amy-Theater-time blends-I found you to be a prude. I got uber tired of your crap, and found you to be a hypocrite. I just gave up, because it was to me too much work.(she's married)
10. Notorious Three-JefCo-month or little more-Good times, no strings, then when one added strings I was not in the zone for that. So the one and only FWB(friends with benefits) that I liked was ruined, and that irked me to the point of I don't want to see you ever again. My fault for not being ready.(all are f'n' somebody else now, seperately and I think ones a full blown lesbo)
11. Marilyn, Celsea, Emily, and Christina-Theater-Not long-I decided to spread my attention around with four possible relationships, rather than aim for one, because I thought with one girl to concentrate on I messed things up faster. When two starting being slightly more serious I dropped the other two to focus on getting an actual relationship. My fault clearly semi-playing.
12. Marilyn and Christina-Theater+-month or more?-Continually asking them to define a relationship, I put too much pressure on both, and neither would give an answer. Mentally they seemed 99% the same to me so it was hard to choose. It pressured my roommates and myself until I finally chickened out and sent them both an email, whilst getting really f'd up in the middle of it. Way to obviously my fault I figured both would hate me and easy way out and then BAM they both still wanted to be with me, thus my inexperience in the matters worsened it all.
13. Marilyn-after theater-maybe a month-I couldn't deal with you wanting me to stop doing all the things I normally did as soon as we were official. I wasn't ready to change for you thus, my fault.(she's married)
14. Christina-a week after marilyn...maybe-nearly two years with two breaks-My fault was my philosophies. One I couldn't see how I could trust you after twice cheating on me. Two I don't think bisexual people will ever be faithful. My visions differed so much from yours that I bombarded myself constantly with the facts that I couldn't even trust you when I was there. So my fault was in not believing in your words, nor in my heart which constantly said trust her. My mind won out over the heart and then the heart grew a thick plating around it.
15. Megan-once to see if I still had something-one night-After breaking up with Christina, you were online, I said hi. You had broken with yours and I with mine. So you invited me over, and then make out during Bend it Like Beckham. Bolstering my confidence was all that did. Both realized why it happend and we were done. My fault is A. waiting to long to initiate, and B. Stopping at making out at your place. You are totally cool and good looking, but my fault was in that night losing all future chances.
16. Beetle girl-Gas Station-nothing yet-You have my number. My faults so far were in not getting your name, your number, or a definite date.

That's how I see it, but through the eyes of my friends and confidants:

1 and 2. MUTUAL you guys were in KINDERGARTEN for f's sake, no harm no foul.
3. You were blitzed out your mind when you agreed to her asking you out! The next day she had all kinds of stuff with your name on it man, coo coo bitch, and you are lucky for just a day.
4. That happened?
5. All we remember is the rumors beat the truth. Yeah FWB do suck... for you!
6. Mom was a fat Tiny Tim replica, way to be rid of her.
7. *shiver* Baby Turtle!!!
8. *frowns* Our bad...
9. Bonus, living up to the band name and breaking an ice queen at the same time.
10. Three, nuff said, you have accomplished all our goals plus one!
11 and 12. Nothing really happened in that phase, so no commitments equals no problems by you.
13. You were rebound, and did a lot for her, but most importantly go that bands a gig. Oh yeah and she broke up with you.
14. Cheater. She's probably moved on man, hell once a cheater always a cheater. We told you so.
15. WTG.
16. Good Luck.... wish we were dating strippers....


Ah the kind words of my boys when asked about their thoughts on the 16 in the past/hopeful future. So all are satisfied. Me I take the first instance. My side. It's my fault so move on. Laters. I just hope if I see them around they are adults now. Or that their men aren't.... damn not-so-secret desires to whoop ass!

weird as all blood

So I blew my nose and BAM nosebleed this morning, how friggin annoying! I haven't had a nose bleed in at least 5 years if not 10. that pretty much negated the rest of my night even though there was looting, calls from the police, tales of stippers, and drunkness... the usual lawrence bull.

Again with the retardedness disease

Smitty came on over had a good Counter Strike time, he brought his own track ball mouse.... What a gamer. We then watched the tv had some Pizza Shuttle, and I crashed out because I work a shit ton more than he does, sometime around 2am....ish. Work F'd up my check again, so I told my manager's manager. He told me to talk to her, so I had to re-explain to him that she had f'd it up twice before and that it took 4 weeks to get my money from the first time. So in my opinion it warranted an internal investigation. Slight subtlety that I was going to cause an investigation if not by him then by a lawyer suing the entire company for pain and suffering and loss of time blah blah blah.... So I would make a much larger deal out of it if I was unsatisfied by their response. All this was subtle mind you. Then I got the forms for making an OSHA complaint and for the health department. I did go ahead and send an email to the health department about the practices of cleaning at the station.

And then here's the song I enjoyed most today:
INDIE SUX, HARD-LINE SUX, EMO SUX, YOU SUCK!
the indie kids are a bunch of snobs they complain my timing's all off i think timing is for stupid fucks! why do they think i play punk rock!!! steve albini playing god of indie heave, stupid dorks keeping time in seven and eleven! indie sux, hard-line sux, emo sux, you suck! indie sux, hard-line sux, emo sux, you suck! i'm not a vegan and i have had sex, so some hard-line kids tried to kick my ass if you're not like them they want to clean your clock they're nothing but a bunch of jocks! they're anti-choice, they're facist youth, their songs all song like metal tunes! indie sux, hard-line sux, emo sux, you suck! indie sux, hard-line sux, emo sux, you suck! but what about punk rock? what about punk rock? hahahaha i've been told emo songs are deep, which translates into really weak!!!!! all they ever do is cry, did something get caught in their eyes? i just can't understand it all, even i don't always bawl.. boohoohoo.. my girlfriend dumped me and i'm really really hurt... indie sux, hard-line sux, emo sux, you suck! indie sux, hard-line sux, emo sux, you suck! they sux, you suck, they sux, you suck.....

Freakin' A and a half

I didn't get done with paperwork yesterday until after one and today it wasn't until 3:40am ouch! I did, however, get 119 students signed up in St. Joseph. So that ROCKS! Now if I could just catch up on sleep sometime before I die.... Well off to drift into said niceness I hope.

F'n' Court

Court was a waste of my time, because they just sent a letter certified mail to him and he didn't sign for it. That's B.S. So now I have to wait until March 20th to have another hearing, b/c now they will actually serve him in person, since he didn't receive his last one he doesn't just get a default judgement. (*!&@^$*^%@(#*%!(@

I do go and stop by Richard's and get to listen to a hot off the presses albumn by a local group, very nice. Then I stopped in and saw Athena at Creation Station, and she might move in as she is tired of her GP. So I then went to Sacred Sword and saw Cammie and the owner got to see what new stuff is coming in and might by a very nice concealed tomorrow for 120.... we will see..

Opening Night

Opening night is here again, and smaller still, because the office put the flyers in the wrong F'n' paper. This whomps, maybe 20 kids new..... I yi yi..

Well I decided afterwards to head on out in the bus downtown, friggin ku game though block my direct route, but I did get the rock on from the kids in the juve home bus so that was fun. Plus blaring my new bass riffs cd was awesome, however I really can't hear right now.

Sparred

I ended up not going out, b/c I got into a sparring match here at the house with a friend, and then fell asleep whilst they were watching the tv.... at some point they left between 5 and 8, b/c that's the last time I looked at my watch and then woke up. It was a good time. Got paid from YCOA yesterday, and also got my phone bill... so it's like getting paid about $40. *shakes fist* I remembered that I have to get that camera developed today, so that I have it for tomorrow in court. So I am staying up 'til 8 then off to that and then DRINKING! so I can sleep... Then opening night at Deerfield tonight, e.g. the having to stay up late and needing to sleep as I can't go to sleep at 5 again... since that is when I need to be getting ready to go.

Fondled

So I had to get a physical today for the Bus company, I passed. I have less chance of being a daddy I found out due to my insane-o veins in me balls. Good to know! yes? I also produce more of a urine sample than most apparently... Good news is I got the job and start on the 31st a monday if I remember right. I am probably going out to the Tap Room tonight, see ole Nick. Apparently nothing super cool is going on's tonight.

I totally forgot

ahh good oh random playlist
I forgot how much I enjoy this song, and then I got the lyrics off a divorce website... HAHAHAHA

The Ex Lyrics

Well, I looked at her face and then I knew she changed,
My heart turned black and then the sky turned gray!
My heart turned black and then the sky turned gray!

So I sat in my room for 27 days,
No she never called, I had something to say!
No she never called, I had something to say!

Well I don't know much and I don't know how...

Why would she put me through such torture,
I would have given my life for her,
She was the one that knocked me over,
Now I'm alone sitting on the corner

Well, I heard she's great and her new boyfriend's lame,
She can go to hell I'll never be the same!
She can go to hell I'll never be the same!

And these open wounds will heal with time they say,
My heart turned black and then the sky turned gray!
My heart turned black and then the sky turned gray!

Well I don't know much and I don't know how...

Why would she put me through such torture,
I would have given my life for her,
She was the one that knocked me over,
Now I'm alone sitting on the corner
x2

Well i dont no much and i dont no how

Why would she put me through such torture,
I would have given my life for her,
She was the one that knocked me over,
Now I'm alone sitting on the corner
x2


Not that it insenuates *spelling* how I feel, but it is awesome!

Laundry Day again

Ah day off number one has come and gone in theory... good news the job offer was extended to me! I get to go and get a free pee test plus a free physical! I've been needing one of those for years... about 21.5 hehehe. I slept in so nicely. My mind was ever so happy that I could get to sleep until about 1pm or later, but that is okay by me. Now I'm doing dishes, finally remembered to drop off my Water bill and got quarters to do laundry, but it's looking like I might use more than my one roll.... Man I have a lot of clothes. So tomorrow I go pee in a cup, get a physical, pay my car insurance, and hopefully get that job for sure! The sist thingy on my face is annoying the horse piss out of me though. I get rid of one and another shows up somewhere. I can't remember where I put my SS card/ Birth Certificate card so I also get to do some cleaning on my days off. I also have to go to the office and remember to get change for Opening Nights.

Mein Schlecht

I wrote down some things I meant to remember and then forgot the list at work b/c my boss read it and moved it from my place of easy rememberance. I think they were as follows:
Why are politicians allowed to get private donations of any kind, all should be called bribes?

If Congressmen get paid for life after a term, why do they serve multiples?

All donations should go into a communal pot and a budget should be made allocating to each candidtate.

If Bush wonders why taxpayers are angry at his gala inaguration party, even when they don't chip in for it, maybe he should ask someone without a job about why the company's and private donors can't create more American jobs with their $250,000 donations instead of giving it to him for a one night $40 million affair. On donation is at least one year of employment for 5 people if not 10. How is that for outrage?

I think that was it.

Sleep today!

Curiosity

Was it really curiosity that killed the cat or the cat acting on it?

Based on this question and my follow up answer being the latter, I have continued to laugh at the things I hear and my random mind puts in front of my eyes.

E.G. Jose talking about Christina's breasts and skimpy outfits, and then talking with peeps about shiz and stuff coming up, making me think about her making out/doing other girls/guys and whatever, just not caring.

Did have that random thought about this one time I swear I heard Marilyn say James really loud by my ear, at like 3 in the morning, whilst I was asleep, once so I called to make sure she was ok, even though we hadn't been together for awhile. Then later heard about the same thing with Christina's voice, didn't call though. As I remember nothing was happen with Marilyn, but she was sleeping comfortably with a new, so I figure maybe it's just my mind verifying that whomever has moved on.. or I'm just bat shit insane.. whatever....

MY BACK FARGIN HURTS

TO THE BED

Yep

*sigh of relief*

My back is starting to feel better, although my feet are feeling softer. Today has been a good day of watching cartoons and Chappelle show. Sadly I have to go into work tonight as well. The new guy talks quite a bit...

The good news is I haven't heard from Christina, so I'm guessing all has worked out, and she hates me or whatever. Now I just can't wait for Monday, however, oddly enough I want to work Monday, b/c that's when the girl would come in, but the more I think about it I know it wouldn't work, so *shrug*. I just hope the other job comes through. Ain't nothing like sitting on your arse and getting paid for it.

Sleep Depravity

So one more graduation, the bada bing bada boom, work again. Training a new guy. Didn't really do too much last night b/c I was f'n tired. I did get Pharoah in the mial, oh yeah! I've played a few level of that already. Paid some bills today. Found out that MV called Kelly, don't know what that means. Hopefully that means I will be getting a call about a job soon. *crosses fingers* Kelly was mad that I had applied for other jobs though. Screw her she just hired someone at 8.50 an hour which is what Jaime - Asst. Manager makes, and that is it. So F' that, she said she couldn't pay me more than 7.50.

Slept Through Work

So I came home, set the alarm, and passed out ne'er to awaken to the alarm or the phone, nor go to work last night. I did, however, watch some of the video and man-o-man is my voice ANNOYING, I can't stand it on the video. I am such a f'n' dork.

Monster

Well went to the office... after lunch at Johnny's... and a double redbull/vodka... and seeing Krystal's grave, as yesterday was my mom's b-day and today was another mom's birthday. Then to Target, where Monster was on sale! I got my watched fixed for free. Talked to some old pals. and bought an ink cartridge. Good times... So tired, maybe I'll sleep through work....

*still calling people*

So I thought...

I thought it would be interesting if I wrote down all the random things I thought about last night and here it goes in no particular order(I had to insert in and around, b/c I ran out of single sheet o' paper room).

Marilyn Monroe didn't marry Henry Miller, but if she did he'd of taken her to Paris... and the rest of Marilyn by Dan Bern.

Force versus Control - A great debate as I know many who are more forceful/powerful than I, but when it comes down to it Control wins out.

Karate is the job I put first, other instructors should think as such. Children come be our needs.

Strippers are cool people.
Me- I don't care how great the uniform looks; I don't have to worry about parents hitting on me.
Stripper- Don't talk about yourself like that. I used to, when I weighed 80 pounds more and it's not good for you.
Me- *shrug* *laugh*

You're a woman you should recognize fishing for compliments.
I'm good with kids, I dislike sex, I don't care about looks, but I have very different value system and views and bad looks.

Suggest a clinic to Derek about teaching instructors how they actual affect the kids they teach.

To Do:
1. Energy drink before leaving work.
2. Print off Participation awards.
3. Kinko's!!!!!
4. Office about Deerfield and other papers. Ask Amber about Certificate File to make easy change.
5. Mom B-Day Present.
*picture of S.A.F.E. Shield certificate*

Don't like kids? Don't have SEX!

$900 scholarship for food only. Must submit receipts of no alcohol, tobacco, or firearms/works. If unallowed item on receipt must pay all back. 2 page essay: How to help others. One page biggest problem, 2nd page solution.

Why are certain things an obvious cry for help and others not? Maybe these "cries" are people who don't actually care.

*Remembered past conversations with Christopher*
>First time Christina cheated<
Me- I know I had a way out, but she is just so hot and tempting, I kept thinking I won't ever get anyone hotter than her...
C Dawg- If she did it once she'll do it again.
Me- You're right b/c she cheated on dood w/ me before she went out w/ me.
>Second time<
C Dawg- Told you so.
Me- I know.
C Dawg- It don't matter whether she f'd him, only that she tried/wanted too.
Me- Sometimes I just need to hear it from someone other than myself.

Catholocism is Lawrencism e.g. You're wrong, I'm right, no Exceptions.

Thursday shall be one week w/o hearing from Tina => Huzzah!

Kill Bill vol. 2 Excellent.

How much does Bush personally give to Charity?
Why is money more than volunteering?

Feel sorry for emo kids! Just b/c you have it worse doesn't mean they don't have it bad!........ *laughs* j/k

And so surmises the night in random thought patterns.

As for the song I heard on the radio on the way home:

Sheryl Crow - If it makes you Happy

Oldie but a goodie

Got bored on the lyric site and looked up an old Marvie song.... Anyways one one my all time favorite Marvie songs is very hard to come by as on cd it's in the background of the promo part at the end.

Lefty-Marvelous 3

I’m left handed at throwin’ my shit across the room
I’m left handed when I throw a fit
I use my left hand when I make myself come
To my senses when I’m losin’ it

My left hand is good for when I’m knocking on wood
Although I got to admit that it hurts
I was left handed a picture you with another
With your right hand taking off your skirt

So I’m gonna take a day off
And watch the world around me
Gonna take a day off
And take it all in
Gonna take a day off
And watch the world around me
Gonna take a day off
And try to blend in

I’m left handed when writing graffiti on bridges
Though I can’t write a bridge for this song
They said I shoulda' left out the part about your boob job
They said it made the song kinda long

My left hand’s got a tan line where the ring used to be
The one that you gave me before
Cuz I left that ring behind inside an empty glass of wine
When the waitress scraped me up off the floor

So I’m gonna take a day off
And watch the world around me
Gonna take a day off
And take it all in
Gonna take a day off
And watch the world around me
Gonna take a day off
And try to blend in

So little time with so much to do
Every thing was fine and then there was you
I really don’t mind if you just pack your shit and go away
Pack your shit and go away

Late September back in...

So I’m gonna take a day off
And watch the world around me
Gonna take a day off
And take it all in
Gonna take a day off
And watch the world around me
Gonna take a day off
And try to blend in

Slept too long

I overslept today and didn't get to call anyone again. So tomorrow I have to get up at 3pm for sure and get all that done. The police might have some leads on my burglary, but they wouldn't say. An officer called for a follow up today. I will be getting a nice chunk of overtime this up coming paycheck. Since I had to cover for Helen I will be getting at least 10 hours if not more. So that will help income wise if I get the other job b/c they are 7/HR for 3 weeks or 30 days I can't remember and then I get bumped up to 9.20 and then 90 days I get bumped to 9.45. Which will be nice. All I have to do is drive a bus and sit down. Which will be nice. I figure I will be there at least 6 months before switching to the 600/wk job as it would make a good reference.

Here's the song that was stuck in my head all night:

Even Hitler Had A Girlfriend - Mr. T Experience

I still haven't found a girlfriend, though I've tried a lot
So can you help me please, it's tougher that I thought
The odds are pretty good
But the goods are pretty odd
Though at this point I'd take anything you've got

You see this all the time, nice girls in love with jerks
What could they be thinking? Tell me how it works
Yes I've got some problems
Well I wouldn't be the first
But the ones I haven't, mine are even worse

And even Hitler had a girlfriend that he could always call
Who'd always be there for him despite of all his faults
He was the worst guy ever, vile and depised
Even Hitler had a girlfriend so why can't I? Why can't I?

Life is full of contradictions, hard to understand
And for every happy woman there's a lonely man
Nixon had his puppy
Charles Manson had his clan
But God forbid that I get a girlfriend

Even Hitler had a girlfriend that he could call his own
To sweeten the days of bitterness and feeling all alone
I'm not as bad as Hitler but it doesn't mean a thing
Since they'd rather be with Hitler more than me, I don't see
Why they'd rather be with Hitler more that me

Sick Kicks

I got my new shoes today oh yeah
uh huh
oh yeah
new shoes

gotta break em in a work tonight b/c my day off went away, b/c Helen has to plan her dad's funeral

A good 12

I got a nice 12 hours of sleep and that was nice. Now if I could get another 365 of that it would be even better. Strange dreams that's for sure, court, judges, prosecutors, the bus, karate unforms' boxes, all random. In a bit I will have me new job interview *crosses fingers*, and then I'll have to run the phone lists.

Always improving

Good meeting talked about many things that I had personally noticed already and gave me new ideas. It was fun to see the other instructors but I am quite tired. In fact instead of going out like planned I think I will just go to sleep now. at 6 pm on a Sunday night, I am so old.

hmm maybe

I thought about it a lot since I said it and maybe I could try dating that stripper, well at least one date, I doubt she'll say yes, but it never hurts to ask. Some jackass last night Spraypainted nonsense in the men's room and I had to clean that bitch. I just overused the Orange spray and then bucketed some water and ruined one towel. Not like I really worked last night anyways. I got an offer to teach in Topeka today but I know I would probably die on the road either too or from there seeing as I'm drag ass tired, and hve to work tonight. I can't wait for my shoes and vid to arrive! I got all my money on my paycheck this time. Oh yeah!! now I can pay the bills early this month and put about 100 towards Best Buy. Then all of my remaining two YCOA checks can go to Credit Cards as well. I should have enough on my next Zarco check to pay rent.. should... I am definately going to get a couple hours OT in the upcoming week, and apparently I am training a new guy starting Tuesday night so that I can in fact have my 3 off for class. OH YEAH OH YEAH!

I heard this awesome Hall and Oates flashback on my way home:
Rich Girl

You’re a rich girl, and you’ve gone too far

’cause you know it don’t matter anyway

You can rely on the old man’s money

You can rely on the old man’s money

I t’s a bitch girl but it’s gone too far

’cause you know it don’t matter anyway

Say money but it won’t get you too far,

Get you too far


And don’t you know, don’t you know

That it’s wrong to take what is given you

So far gone, on your own

You can get along if you try to be strong

But you’ll never be strong


’cause

You’re a rich girl, and you’ve gone too far

’cause you know it don’t matter anyway

You can rely on the old man’s money

You can rely on the old man’s money

It’s a bitch girl and it’s gone too far

’cause you know it don’t matter anyway

Say money but it won’t get you too far,

Get you too far


High and dry, out of the rain

It’s so easy to hurt others when you can’t feel pain

And don’t you know that a love can’t grow

’cause there’s too much to give, ’cause you’d rather live

For the thrill of it all, oh


You’re a rich girl, and you’ve gone too far

’cause you know it don’t matter anyway

You can rely on the old man’s money

You can rely on the old man’s money

It’s a bitch girl and it’s gone too far

’cause you know it don’t matter anyway

Say money but it won’t get you too far,

Say money but it won’t get you too far,

Say money but it won’t get you too far,

Get you too far


And you say

You can rely on the old man’s money

You can rely on the old man’s money

You’re a rich girl, a rich girl

Oh, you’re a rich rich girl yeah

Say money but it won’t get you too far,

Oh, get ya too far

Loss

I came to a realization last night at work or maybe this morning, whatever. That realization was in the past with almost, if not all, my ex's have attempted at one point or another to make me jealous, however, I am not a jealous person. This has been seen by them as a problem. To me I see jealousy as a lack of trust. So if I don't trust them we aren't really in a committed relationship then are we? Well at least she isn't. I have upon occassion been the guy to make others jealous... quite a bit looking back actually. I am positive that's all I was to Taarna. Although I have also been a transition guy, which at times feels good to get them out of the bad spot. Amber, although I have no idea what has happen to her I know that I got her away from wanna be gangbanger guy who is now in jail. Marilyn - married no longer fretting over years past relationships, but I think for a bit I was an attempt to reopen that relationship as I was flaunted around her ex, but he is one of few Christians that is okay with me. That was a good time at that church they are one of very few churches I can stand. I remember Amy, that's just humor on how dumb I was. Eh BONUS! That will always make Jon Kelly and myself smile. I believe she's married too. Another transition time. Crazy. Maybe one day I can find someone who doesn't need drama. One must be content to say this is what I want, instead of attempting to get that reaction by breeching trust. Nothing like them attempting to rationlize their actions to brighten my day either. Another quality I need in a woman is that she's not a girl, she will be stand up about what she does and just leave it at that not I did but you might have or could have or you did or it's not as bad as.. or any number of other b.s. excuses. Well off to see those who cheer me up and are forgivable for they are truly youthful and don't claim to be adults.

Oh yeah

Bought some new shoes today and a video game as well. Huzzah for me and I am going to get some yummy lunch, I just don't know where.... I can't wait until they come in the mail. Still no word or money from prospective roommates which bytes I guess I will make up some flyers and post downtown. I much enjoyed my away message today:
Lest ye forget:
1. I don't care.
2. I'm over it.
3. I don't care.
4. We will all die.
5. I don't care.
6. You'll do better than me.
7. I don't care.
8. You hate me.
9. I don't care.
10. You're better looking than me.
11. I don't care.
12. You're a "better" person than me.
13. I don't care.

And for the record besides not caring, I have moral high ground over pretty much all religions and persons, except for true Buddist. I don't break commitments, I break myself to keep my word.

Oh yeah and I don't clip newspaper articles for anyone but myself.

---

then these songs we awesomely on the radio today
Beat It - Michael Jackson
Heartbreaker - That one band that I can't remember... perhaps Pat Benatar

Crazy Army Guys

This dumb just out of boot camp army guy wanted to fight me but alas the strippers came in and he left before I could get outside to kick his bum. He was quite drunk, and then tried to do doughnuts in the parking lot on the ice, but failed in his Matrix. So funny.

We Like the Cars That Go Boom - Le Tigre

So many kinds were can we start?
We like them dumb and we like them smart
I like the ones with the pretty eyes
Well, I like all kinds of guys!
Stop, What happened?
How about the ones we especially like?
Which ones?
Ya know the ones with the cars that go...
I hear ya
Hit it

Verse 1
It was me and the posse
With Bunny D
We were cruisin in the Jag or the Lambourghinis
When low and behold there appeared a mirage
He was hooking up a car in his daddys garage

We stopped short did a double take
He was lookin so fine I thought I wasnt awake
He was obviously hooking up a bass I assumed
Then he turned the lil button and the car went BOOM!

Chorus
We like the cars
The cars that go boom
Were Tigre and Bunny and we like the boom
We like the cars
The cars that go boom
Were Tigre and Bunny and we like the boom

Verse 2
We like them short
And we like them tall
We like them one
And we like them all
There always adding speakers when they find the room
Cause they know we love the guys with the cars that go boom!
And see my boyfriend really knows where its at
He's got 50 inch woofers along the back
He makes a comment about going to my room
But Id rather stay out with his car that goes boom!

Chorus

Verse 3
Now if your car aint got it
Go out and get it
We like the boom
And dont you forget it
So turn down the treble
And flaunt your bass
So your car could be heard almost any place
Cuz when ya in the street you cant go far
Without hearin the boom pouring out ya car
So if ya speakers weak
Please turn it off
Cuz we like the cars that sound so tough

Chorus

Ah the humor and mild annoyance

So I am woken up 2 hours after I go to bed with a call for no real reason from Tina. I am guessing b/c of my blog entry this morning. Then I can't get back to sleep. Now that made me laugh for quite some time. Then I log on here and see that she thinks I had sex with a stranger last night. Funny b/c the only sex I've been having is with myself.... because I satisfy me everytime and don't need to try new things or use toys or rope or any crazy shiz. Oh yeah I totally just remembered that I learned a song the other day thta got stuck in my head on the oldies station called Runaround Sue, but I changed up the tempo and one word and it humors me.

Random Work Thoughts

Isn't it fun to be continually tipsy at work?
Nothing like an empty condom wrapper to make you want good sex.
More hillarity upon random memorance of pot times, when I was premie on another occassion pre-Tina in the exact same pants!
Everybody needs a booty call.... plus the rest of the song by G love and Special Sauce.
Nothing like sex with a stranger to brighten your night!

Ah the random whiskey thoughts.

Night was good, mainly for the whiskey.... and the no cigarette counting... but mostly the all night whiskey.

Hopefully get my pants mended today whence I awaken, but for now, SLEEP!

Hello phone

I knew people didn't listen to carefully to my opening night speech. I had two parents call right at 3pm to ask if we had class tonight. Which means the office has yet to get to my parents about Graduation night. Oh well I was going to go and use a sewing machine, but they are not home so I guess not. Well now I can just chill out for awhile.

Mending Pants

So I was mending my pants, and boy was I tired. So much so that I f'd up the stitches in my britches. So I decided to ask to use Deanna's sewing machine, especially since schools are closed today and I can't teach class. Today was the end of the pay period, so hopefully my check will be 89.77 reg hours plus 6.03hours overtime which should come out to about..$673.275 reg wages and $67.8375 overtime for a total of $741.1125 then after uncle sam....$582.89 thereabouts on Friday if not sorry to say but I will have to call State Employment officials and get my boss and possibly her boss up the creek without a paddle.

couldn't sleep

Couldn't get to sleep so I went to the office in the morning, got all my belts, then got some fabric to mend my pants. I found out that I have a very slim chance of taking over a topeka class. Which would be awesome, but the chances are still slim.

Work

Not too shabby, did everything at work lickity split and had plenty of James time. Found out that I will once agian have some OT as it looks like I need less than 6 hours to hit the 40 mark this week. I just hope I don't have to get my boss fired on Friday. Apparently this big ice/snow storm is supposed to hit right as I wake up and hope to go to the office today. I really really hope school doesn't get cancelled on Wednesday.

I drinky

So I made up my Whiskey and Pepsi for work tonight... What joys it will be. I keep forgetting that I have sherbert and Ice Cream in the freezer, it's been so long since I've had that. Cooked up a Potpie Deanna gave me, and that will be dinner at work along with the Semi-Mashed potatoes(My masher is bent so I blended about half of them and then chopped up the rest and attempted to mash them so more, but to little avail) that I cooked. Running the dishwasher while I'm at work. Looked over the future bills for this month and hopefully all but rent can be paid with Friday's check from Zarco, classes start back on Wednesday, but someone just told me that it might ice and snow Tuesday night, and that would suck! Instructors' meeting is this Sunday, so that will be some extra dough. Think I will go to the office tomorrow if I wake up at 3 like I am supposed to my alarm I accidentally changed to 8pm instead of 3pm. Well enough semi-joyous thoughts off to work.

PIF

ah yeah, bus loan is paid off in full. *still dancing* It took about an hour to get it done, twenty minutes alone at CapFed, b/c their pc's were on the fritz. Huzzah no more $180 a month will be withdrawn from my account. So now the Bus is 100% mine. *dances* So I am almost *knocks on wood* over my cold that I've had for about 3-4 months now. Feeling so much better both emotionally and physically it rocks. I can't wait 'til I get to go hang out with the guys of a Friday night. Nothing like having free time!

To quote Sid Vicious

"I find it all so amusing huh huh huh huh!"
or maybe it was Sinatra eh wahtever.

According to the KC Star I have "passive-aggressive disorder" woo who! Which means rather than care I don't. Apparently that is a disorder... I was wondering most of the night why people want others to know that they are mad at them. Rather than go hey I'm mad at them f' them I don't care about them anymore. Accordingly my "disorder" gives the impression that things are extremely simple, and can be shrugged off. That perhaps I don't have to become so involved in things as most, and can say f' it don't care.

I had to sit down tonight with myself and do my own guiding meditation-wise, because I was starting to get angry at people walking on a mopped floor at a gas station, a freaking gas station, why do I care. Especially when they don't pay me for my work anyway. So that took about 5-10 minutes of me time to get accomplished but I had a good feeling for the rest of the night. That is always nice.

As much as the Star annoys me in its conservatism, the have my favorite comic that the LJW doesn't: "The Boondocks". Today the main character was ranting about how New Year's Resolutions are designed to keep us down, b/c they set us up to fail, and thus we lose all hope of change, and then all hope. Ah conspiracy comics are so hillariously funny. Well off to finish my goodnight beer and then to bed go I!

You know you're poor

Damn, I can only do 4 loads of laundry, washed and dried. That sux my Hamper is still crammed full of shit, but on the bright side there are only 4 working washers. I did get the bus filled up with fuel today, and after breakfast I plan to take in the recyclables. Hopefully they are open about 9ish.

Laundry Day

So it is definately time to do laundry when you are wearing sweatpants to work, but damn some fool came in and made me laugh after the clubs got out. He said, "You shoulda been at da club bro, we needed one more playa!" Nothing says player like sweatpants and a Zarco T-shirt. The pitch had a horoscope so awesome for me that I had to cut it out and put it in my wallet. Good Times. It made me feel like a good guy all over again. Then my boss said I was definately not a player as I was way too nice, and laughed at the idea that anyone would think such. Good Times..

Sleeping all day

Whoops accidentally slept for at least 12 hours... Oh well I could have slept for more. I tried to call Jose but it sounds like his new phone came with a new number as well. So I had to call the theater, but he did give me his new number, however, it is a new first three digits for Lawrence and confused me. Oh well to the IHOP for the food of breakfast tomorrow.

Soo F'n Tired

My eyes hurt, I was waiting all day for someone to call me back to hopefully take a shift so I could hang out with Bill, Nick, Eric, Slick, and the kids, but alas it was to no avail. It took me 1/2 hour to clean the bathrooms at work, that was all b/c of some little shits flinging an assload of soap on the mirror in the men's room. How annoying. Some lady did accidentally leave two dollars though, so I had some food last night! Yippie! Kind of annoying, I told my boss that I could no longer work Friday nights, Wednesday Nights, or Thursday nights, because it was too much of a burden on my classes. Then her and the assit. tried to tell me that it was okay to play religious music if it was instrumental, and that people could argue that Elton John and such was illegal to play if I got away with not playing the Christmas music, to which I responded that Christmas music is religion, and therefore illegal, non religious music is not OUTLAWED. However, their I wish I were still in high school brains just kept doing that running wheel thing Americans are so good at.