Special

I have been tossing around the way to teach people what it truly means to be special.

I've thought about the Tyler Durden way of telling you you're not, and then building you back up.

I've thought about through respect, but the two lessons are hand in hand...

I just don't know how to make people understand that being special isn't a pass to do you and not worry about others.

Allergies

Cat slept on my pillow, not really his fault, he was let downstairs, and it's comfy... But man for the last two day my nose has been on drippy mcGee mode.

On the bright side: October 16th is coming up soon!

Feelings

This is why I hate them:

They attempt to override one's sense of everything. Logic included, when one has these feelings, they will attempt to override this basic idea.

When feelings creep up, they even war with each other.

They even attempt to overthrow one's knowledge, and contradict the known.


I hate feelings.

Problems

Today, was not a good day.

I was not good today.

I hope tomorrow is better.

If not, I am having trouble seeing my purpose for continuing on my path.

One more month

WOOT WOOT today is the one month marker!

Time

I have none, but I want to have just more time to do nothing, and something.

If I can just endure this time 'til the apartment is resolved.

Then perhaps I can be free from that which drags me down the most.