Yep

well Joe is doing good. Still hasn't gotten his DVD stand up.... alas we are both too old to do it tonight...

GetUp Kids hoodie.... having to go to a New Year's at Louise's.... Get Up Kids hoodie... Louise's.... hoodie... party....

I just don't know.

The Prodigal Roommate Has Returned

Ian's back until Jan. 8th or so. Good times, apparently San Diego is worse than here. I stayed up until about midnight talking with him... so bloody tired..

Jon Kelly

It's a good thing Jon doesn't go with me to funerals for servicemen, he would beat the shiz out of the people folding the flag, because so far every one that I have been to; they messed it up.

Today's however at least they didn't do it as bad as my grandpa's.

Penciled in stash

I think I'm the only one who wish some uber a-hole would get that penciled in stash, like Jack White and Edward Scissorhands man, so that I wouldn't have to look at it anymore, I mean the Hitler stash was cool in that era, and then BAM! MF'N Hitler, and not so popular.... not that I want another Hitler, unless of course I get to kill them quickly... or slowly.. just before they do any harm I suppose..... Ah but I digress. I HATE THAT FREAKIN STASH!

L J

Today in the LJ they was writing about the fact that some fools say shiz on the inet and don't think peeps will read. Apparently peeps still out dere that don't continually say what they ain't 'fraid to think. If you can't say some shiz to a foolz face den don't say that shiz no matter if it's when dey ain't dere or de Inet.

Holy Bovine

I actually have sheets on my bed, and pillow cases, with a matching comforter... wow! That rarely happens, but I did do laundry/ am doing laundry tonight and went ahead and did my pillows and such.

Fin!

and done with Advanced Class Lesson Plan, Kata Class Lesson Plan, and Sparring Class as well... YAY!! now just 3 other nights........ with mixed classes......

Stress

Brittany is stressing, and now some chica wants her that she thought maybe could happen 6 months ago and now isn't ready for so sux for her timing wise.



I just have to find a way to not want to destroy things.... and persons.

I think somehow though mine is easier than hers.

Routed

Finally replaced the router that blew out when they turned off the power during the neighbors fire.

I hate this time off year, damn christians are so pissy and not working, I have to continually hold back from killing them at their snippy ridiculous comments and actions.

Woo WHO

ich habe diese zuerst sechs woche für fache durchgeführt!

I have completed the first 6 weeks for class!

YAY!

only 10 more to go.. kind of... more like 6 more

Trojan?

Commerial tells me if I go to a new year's party and wear a moronic hat I look like an idiot, but if I just wear a trojan I'll look smart.

Or perhaps I'll just look like a naked perv.

Pulsations

Wow I wonder if it's an inner ear infection whence my ear throbs at random times, whilst I'm just chillin'

Whatever it is it feels weird and such, eh well back to finishing up the advance night curriculums.

Cobalt

The freaking check engine light came on in the Cobalt on the way to Olathe today... that just adds more to the list of crap that went wrong with it.. so tomorrow to the dealership it shall go and fix it for free or new anal cavity they shall have...


Oh and I shall not know what to do with myself as I have not to work tomorrow either..

Reggie on the radio

Wow Danny boy sure shocked me. He chose a Reggie and the Full Effect CD as one of his top 10 of 2005, nicely done sir...


Mmm good ole Reggie.

King Kong=Good, Melin was right it was worth seeing.

Open Up and Say AWESOME

that cd is mia at this time and I really wanted to jam out to it yesterday, but that's okay Electric Kissing Party sufficed. good thing I have a back up of that one... mmm UFB good times.

Last night I really wanted to go to a rockin' concert, but alas crazy tree worshipers deterred me.

*shudder*

chilly arse apartment.

kickin it with DOJ

good times were had with DOJ out and about to Montana Mike's then to the Merc and Target for a little shopping he needed. All and all good freakin' times

From Christopher

Subject: A one question test...
>
>> > By giving an honest answer, you will discover where you
>> > stand morally. The test features an unlikely, completely
>> > fictional situation in which you will have to make a decision.
>> > Remember that your answer needs to be honest, yet
>> > spontaneous. Please scroll down slowly and give due
>> > consideration to each line.
>> >
>> > THE SITUATION
>> >
>> > You are in New Orleans to be specific. There is chaos all
>> > around you caused by a hurricane with severe flooding. This
>> > is a flood of biblical proportions. You are photo journalist
>> > working for a major newspaper, and you're caught in the
>> > middle of this epic disaster. The situation is nearly hopeless.
>> > You're trying to shoot career-making photos. There are
>> > houses and people swirling around you, some disappearing
>> > under the water. Nature is unleashing all of its destructive
>> > fury.
>> >
>> > THE TEST
>> >
>> > Suddenly you see a man in the water. He is fighting for his
>> > life, trying not to be taken down with the debris. You move
>> > closer. Somehow the man looks familiar. You suddenly
>> > realize who it is.
>> >
>> > It's the President - George W. Bush. At the same time you
>> > notice that the raging waters are about to take him under
>> > forever. You have two options - you can save the life of the
>> > President, or you can shoot a dramatic Pulitzer Prize winning
>> > photo, documenting the death of one of the world's most
>> > famous men.
>> >
>> > THE QUESTION
>> >
>> > Here's the question, and please give an honest answer.......
>> > Would you select high contrast color film, or would you go

>> with the classic simplicity of black and white?

partly done

Well I made out the Kata Class curriculum for next semester. I even saved it as drafts on ye ole blogger, so now hopefully I can over the next few weeks make the rest of all my curriculums and post them in advance as drafts, then after class I just have to click post and be done, seeing as that is the uber tired time.

"man" power

hehe I got a message telling me that my sis needed more MANpower at her house, apparently meaning I needed to come over and help her dad lift some stuff upstairs...

that was a good a laugh.

Tomorrow's off to see the mum bowl with her chicas, smitdawg, and smitty gal.

plus before that I'm gonna go see if I can find a simple fuse/bad connection problem to John's starter situation, man I friggin hope so.

I had a decent dinner at Applebee's tonight, however, due to the need for MANpower I had not a chance to shower or change out of my work clothes. I did use my MV gift certificates to pay though. I feel that the waitress will be suprised at her tip, as I left the remainder of the 20 in certificates for her tip on a slightly more than 11 dollar bill. It was yummy but also free certificates; I should pass on the love. That is the first I've been there all by me self. It was interesting to say the least.

At 7, I am ready for sleep.

Sleepy usually makes me not eat/cook, that and lack o' funding, but then in turn I remain tired due to lack of eating, what a not so vicious cycle.

Meeks keeps going to sleep before I can ask if he'll be able to chip in for rent and such... I do kind of feel bad asking though.

Got an email for my bfdm, hehe, he is doing aight. That is good I always seem to send to him first in my dining. One of the most spiritual times of the day, whence I replenish my body, and send out the good to those I feel I should.

Oh yeah I should totally call up Nick and Megan about New Year's, I could make some bones in the bus.... crazy kids and their Holy days.

yet to be done

I still have to get the thursday class stuff done... i yi yi I am slacking, but alas, I have this week off from karate, and can do it soon, but tomorrow is a redo of a starter for john, darn crazy wiring....

long freaking survey's results

agree with this HOUR LONG survey about me and my supposed personality?

You tend to be loyal to others. Your loyalty shows in a variety of ways including your "staying power" with relationships and activities.


Others may perceive you as being undemonstrative and self-controlled. Not wanting to be the center of attention, you generally support others.


You have a basic need to be supportive of others. You will agree with others, sometimes even if it's not what you really want.


Because of your lenient and complacent nature, others with fewer scruples may take advantage of you. You could, perhaps, benefit from greater assertiveness.


You are a good friend and are always willing to help those you consider to be your friends. You also show strong ties, and will be uncomfortable when separated from your friends for an extended period.


You may demonstrate positive possessiveness by developing strong attachments; however, you will not be overly involved as some others tend to do.


You tend to dislike sudden or abrupt changes. You prefer things the way they are. Your motto might be: "If it's not broken, don't fix it."


You tend to be a traditionalist, and will enjoy the social environment best if it is stable and predictable. You dislike sudden decisions about where to go or what to do, preferring to think things out first.


You prefer a warm, friendly environment free of conflict and hostility. In that environment, you prefer reassurance of your involvement and self-worth

You tend to internalize conflict. As a result, if something about another is bothering you, you may bottle-up feelings and keep them inside.


In communicating with others, you may support the mainstream ideas rather than new trailblazing activities. You may prefer the stable and traditional activities.


Others will notice that you are a sincere person about what you say and do. This trait, along with the excellent listening skills, creates an individual whom most people find pleasant to be with and a calming type of person.


In your group, you may support the group leader rather than vie for a leadership position yourself. As a result, the group leader will usually appreciate the support you bring.


You have a communications style which many people are comfortable with almost immediately. You are sincere, a good listener, not pushy and overall a comfortable person to be near.

Take time during explanations.


Keep the conversation at the discussion level, rather than confrontation.


Provide personal support and assurance.


Be sincere and use a tone of voice that shows sincerity.


Be responsive toward ideas and commitments.


Ask "How" questions to draw out opinions.


Take time to be certain that you reach an agreement.


Patiently draw out personal interests.


Work to achieve mutual satisfaction.


Find areas of common interest and involvement.

You are a dependable and caring partner.


You like to gather facts and think things over before offering a strong opinion.


You tend to bring feelings of security and stability to a relationship.


You are excellent at listening to your partner.


You are generally very patient with people.


You are very respectful of the needs and wants of other people.


You tend to be a very calming influence in heated situations.


You are generally good at cooling down tense situations in a relationship.


You are excellent at listening to the concerns and ideas of others.


You take pride in being very loyal to friends and family.


You are very supportive of other people.


You are very sincere in actions and words.


You may want:

Others to adhere to your high standards.


Scheduled activities with no haphazard or unplanned activity.


Time to react to new ideas and sudden change.


Better planning for change in the future.


Detailed information about major decisions with complete instructions.


Time to think things over before making a commitment.


Protection or insulation from aggression or confrontation.


Security for now, and in the future.


Reassurance.


Opportunity for privacy and to be alone occasionally

to make a mind stop

To make a mind STOP:

finish it
take it
or break it

unfortunately I cannot make mine
stop from thinking it won't
up late with ideas forming and continuing

When will I learn
Can I make it
medicine's no option

insomnia, irritability, irrationality
paranoia, perplexity, confusion
contradiction, sleepiness, frustration

tired as I am
sleep will come not
tired as I am
to work do I go
tired as I am
here I play
to make a mind STOP!


and there is verse one and chorus

The video, I say, The VIDEO, secrets humor me

Artist All-American Rejects
Album Move Along
Song Dirty Little Secret

Let me know that I've done wrong
When I've known this all along
I go around a time or two
Just to waste my time with you

Tell me all that you've thrown away
Find out games you don't wanna play
You are the only one that needs to know

I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret

Who has to know
When we live such fragile lives
It's the best way we survive
I go around a time or two
Just to waste my time with you

Tell me all that you've thrown away
Find out games you don't wanna play
You are the only one that needs to know

I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret

Who has to know
The way she feels inside (inside)
Those thoughts I can't deny (deny)
These sleeping dogs won't lie (won't lie)
And now I try to lie
It's eating me apart
Trace this life out

I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret)

I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret
Dirty little secret
Dirty little secret

Who has to know
Who has to know

**********
The best one in the video is:
I am a peaceful person who happens to be filled with violent rage.

but there are so many good ones it's hard to choose... my next favorite.

Oh and there's a wicked shade o' blue Thunderbird Bass in there at one random point... mmm sexy bass

Awesome Check

Corey's mom has some freaking sweet checks. Must be the movie version of Wolverine, totally tite!!!!

DARK

the dark blog..... ahh it's scary stop reading...



















































That was the words of silence.

Learn to use them at the appropriate times.

and now

well got that done, except I have a dif. ver. of word on this pc... so I hope that the other gets fixed soon.

I am getting too old... my joints ache considerably.

oh and I get too sentimental about little things, like students writing things like: Sensei I like you... ahh the grins.

and now onto the sleeping.

Halfway there

Well I have my order done up for belts, and my report submitted, with all papers graded in fact.

Now to just come up with the happy fun certificate maker spreadsheet

Jan 10th

THE SHIELD STARTS NEW EPISODES FOOL

my little friend

okay Joe's not so little, but we did have a good pizza and a movie night tonight, since he can't do so much I went out and got an appropriate to his new condition pizza, then he popped in Sin City... very nice I must say, and definately deserving of an R of even NC-17 rating... man I AM old

Rockin'

It's so easy to Rock in the Bedroom when that is where you keep at least two amps and a guitar and a bass, plus your comp with you CD's next to it... and the ability to hook it up to your PA fizzools

Drunk by 8:22

I want Joan Jett, but I'll settle for the Donna's any of them............

So Cal Strat

ha va va va va

so pretty


but you say he's just a friend.........


I gots my Wagon some new Caps for the wheels ahhh yeah hopefully Sunday SUNDAY SUNDAY I can start ripping out da Engine fool and then BLIZAM hooking that bizatch up... mmmmmm yeah hot roddin' a Station Wagon... one o' my dreams... want to so bad...

DMY!!!!


ok a little one sided... potatoes are yummy... especially with a hint o' bell pepper, butter, and lemon................. my nose burns a tad...........


hehheee
I was told I ROCKED someone's world in bed............ ah to be young and care to do again...... strangly by someone who I've never had "relations" with...... Good ole Larkin hearing the rumors of my awesomeness and passing them on.... but now too old to care, too old to do, and mostly too old to put forth the effort...........


alas, Babylon........ SuCH a freakin' awesome BOOK


Okay, I believe you, but my tommy gun don't


I so totally fell asleep way early last night.... and now at merely 8:29 I feel it's late..


With the brace on my wrist my mental youth and physical elderness merge..... I AM A FREAKIN' YACK ARSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


ROCK ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

or wallow in a pool of self hatred either way

DON'T WUSS OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I just wanna believe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


FBI FILE - Corporate Avenger dl it dig it love it!!!!!!!!!!

Oh but I did

Saying I don't have to publish it makes me want to even more

*big ole grin*

Aight

Mommy's alright, daddy's alright, they just seem a little weird

it's true... sometimes

How many do you truly have?

friend

noun:

1 a : one attached to another by affection or esteem b : ACQUAINTANCE
2 a : one that is not hostile b : one that is of the same nation, party, or group
3 : one that favors or promotes something (as a charity)
4 : a favored companion
5 capitalized : a member of a Christian sect that stresses Inner Light, rejects sacraments and an ordained ministry, and opposes war -- called also Quaker


transitive verb:

to act as the friend of : BEFRIEND



my favorite is #1b, b/c everyone I've ever met is now my friend...however entertaining 2a, 2b, and 5 are I believed 4 to be the most true as per connotative meanings go.

Survivor

well I survived the Cheer Showcase, video taping and all... with a couple of naps here and there... then Danielle's group won 1st.. in fact the Lawrence groups were a clean sweep of all three groups. Then I took her out to Applebee's.. then home where I fell asleep b4 10 on the couch on accident... eh well..

Good Point

An admission of error would require moral courage, and among proponents of capital punishment, that is a commodity in short supply.-Editorial LJW

As Christopher so eloquently pointed out as well the only two presidents to have moral fortitude to admit a mistake have been assassinated in office.

30 y.o.+

So I forced my roommate Brittany to go out to see a cover band with two of her friends tonight and she got hit on, but apparently doesn't like getting hit on in bar situations.... whatevah... and then some like 30+ lady kept trying to get me to dance with her... but ummm yeah NO, I have a g/f was a great response... mmm boiy

much better

I let the bricks heat up by putting them on the passenger floorboard of the wagon... oh man so much nicer and less amounts of paing tonight.