KCAI

up here in KC with my g/f for the last few days that we will be together, although she has no idea that is the case. Last night she got hella mad b/c she just assumes that I will back her up 100%. Guys and other girls that I hang around with all know that if they b.s. or are just trying to get us to approve something they did that was wrong and if others or myself don't agree we will tell them. She cheated on a test, and knew it was wrong, told me, I said that it was wrong, she got over-defensive, and I called her on knowing it was wrong. She complains about others doing the same things she does. *Marge Simpson-esque mmm* Then she gets all uber pissed when I call her a hypocrite, even though she knows she is, simply because I don't come out and say it she gets defensive and says it herself first. She got fed up wanted to sleep on the floor after I said she loved her soft pillow more than me, and then asked me to say what I was thinking after I said it would an a-hole thing to say, but told her. I said she never cheats on her pillow. Then went outside, when I tried to calm her down, had a cigarrette, came back, ordered me to bed, then her friend called and she felt better by helping her friend feel better. Then tonight good crap. It was a huge pity party after she got mad at the presidential debates, and started watching eternal sunshine of the spotless mind. She felt bad... blah blah blah. She never takes my advice on how to feel better. *shakes hand above head* If you ask for advice then TAKE IT. She is always jealous of my years of experience being alone and a loser, but never takes the advice on how to cope. I just don't understand her. She started telling people that we were going to get married... yeah started, I had planned to marry her over a year ago, but then 6 months ago I questioned it, then Monday I decided I couldn't. Oi Vey.

Sleep

Here I sit merely hours ago ready to slumber, but now nothing. *shakes fist* why must people make me change my sleep schedule all the time. Eh well hopefully after this weekend it will be much better. Did get some curriculum done, but not enough. Listening to music; good times, cartoons as well. That's all I have then I've got to teach class tonight and go with the girl to her place for a couple nights, then to BBQ, and to her tatoo, then no more.

First

well here goes, never done this whole blog thing before, blah blah blah.

So I just have a few things to vent about today:

1. What is up with bj's in porns? If a girl ever gave me one like that I would be SO FREAKING agitated I would just leave, plus the camera focuses way to much on the guy, and the whole process just takes too much time.

2. Girlfriend left her blogger thing up on the pc in my room, AHH, she never listens to me. Leads this whole other life on the pc and away from me. Just one more reason to add to the list.

3. Roommate's Manager, he's going off to the Navy, told them, and the office, and then today I get a notice saying that they aren't sending me/him his money b/c of a contract. So I called and left a message about a much more important one, the one between them living here in the US and the FEDERAL law that requires them to allow him to leave no matter what when the Navy calls and says go, plus to keep a job for him... left that last part out.... RETARDED LJW.

4. Talked it over with the ladies at the office and it would not be bad form to break up with my girlfriend before going to a concert that she paid for two tickets, one for her and one for me. Nor to wait 'til after she gets her tatoo touched up, as the last time we broke up she expertly persuaded me to take her back when going to do such. It is decided that it will end soon then. All of that b/c I figured out earlier this week that I can't marry her. period.

5. BARBEQUE RULES! not bitching there just fact free bbq and free booze, gotta love it at the AM. Royal on Friday.

*stretch*

I should be working on Karate Curriculum, but........ I do that tonight OFF TO BED!