A few pages from my book

Well the social experiment continued with only one person, who acts like a D' not putting his keys in my hand, but all the rest doing so. The two variables are the time between, wherein the other worker could have started training them, and I took Jen's advice about the poor white man's fragile ego, and didn't maintain eye contact, but instead looked down after the initial hello.

I realized that my ability to give advice has been gone for awhile, and I used to be able to give it all the time. Now I'm more detached, and I wonder if it has to do with my energy problem, or if it's connected to my lack of emotion and/or withdrawal from others and their drama. I got to thinking just now that the last time I could really give advice was before the Whore... so 5 years ago.. 4 years?..... I don't know time kind of blends anymore... that could be an issue too.