To quote Sid Vicious

"I find it all so amusing huh huh huh huh!"
or maybe it was Sinatra eh wahtever.

According to the KC Star I have "passive-aggressive disorder" woo who! Which means rather than care I don't. Apparently that is a disorder... I was wondering most of the night why people want others to know that they are mad at them. Rather than go hey I'm mad at them f' them I don't care about them anymore. Accordingly my "disorder" gives the impression that things are extremely simple, and can be shrugged off. That perhaps I don't have to become so involved in things as most, and can say f' it don't care.

I had to sit down tonight with myself and do my own guiding meditation-wise, because I was starting to get angry at people walking on a mopped floor at a gas station, a freaking gas station, why do I care. Especially when they don't pay me for my work anyway. So that took about 5-10 minutes of me time to get accomplished but I had a good feeling for the rest of the night. That is always nice.

As much as the Star annoys me in its conservatism, the have my favorite comic that the LJW doesn't: "The Boondocks". Today the main character was ranting about how New Year's Resolutions are designed to keep us down, b/c they set us up to fail, and thus we lose all hope of change, and then all hope. Ah conspiracy comics are so hillariously funny. Well off to finish my goodnight beer and then to bed go I!