crazy?

Is one crazy when one talks to one's self?
Or is it when one answers the questions?

Am I truly fit for society?

If I have urges to cause severe bodily harm to people I have never met; am I a horrific person?

What happened to the free land that had no ties?

I can live off the land, so why must I hold a job?

Personal introspection is always interesting, and people wonder how I can know them so well, when I don't even know their name. It's because I know me so what else do I have to do?

Notorious three has been held against me for some reason, but I have a been there done that attitude of it. I don't really care about it, and don't want it with someone I have a relationship with, yet for some reason my sexual expolits are seen as what I want, when in reality they are just what I've had/tried. I experimented in my youth, learned what I like to do and have done. Is it wrong to analyze your sex life?

It is the scientist inside. I check out what is there and check on me. So I know I like to go down on girls, but yet I have yet to enjoy a girl going down on me. To quote a comic I am meat and potatoes guy when it comes to sex. This goes for many other things, I don't really dress up in costume. I don't really care about how I look in works in to my philosophy of life. Eh well I am calming down now so *shrug*

I leave with a Third Eye Blind song from the ride back from the office:
I'm only pretty sure that I can't take anymore
Before you take a swing, I wonder what are we fighting for
When I say out loud, I want to get out of this
I wonder, is there anything I'm going to miss?
I wonder how's it gonna be, When you don't know me?
How's it gonna be, When you're sure I'm not there?
How's it gonna be, When there's no one there to talk to?
Between you and me
'Cause I don't care, how's it gonna be

How's it gonna be?

Where we used to laugh, There's a shouting match
Sharp as a thumbnail scratch
A silence I can't ignore
Like the hammock by the doorway we spent time in, Swings empty
I don't see lightning like last fall when it was always about to hit me
I wonder how's it gonna be, when it goes down?
How's it gonna be, when you're not around?
How's it gonna be, when you found out there was nothin' between you and me?
'Cause I don't care, how's it gonna be

And how's it gonna be, when you don't know me anymore?
And how's it gonna be

Wanna get myself back in again
The soft dive of oblivion
I wanna taste the salt of your skin
The soft dive of oblivion, oblivion
How's it gonna be, when you don't know me anymore?
How's it gonna be
How's it gonna be
How's it gonna be

Hmmm

and then One I much enjoy:

Can I Graduate
Can I Graduate
Can I look at faces that I meet
Can I get my punk-ass off the street
I've been living on for so long
(Can I Graduate)
To the bastard talking down to me
Your whipping boy calamity
Cross your fingers, I'm going to knock it all down
(Can I Graduate)

Echo fading, We can't let go
She goes walking by in slow-mo'
Sell your Heart out for a buck
Go on, Fade out, Before I get stuck
Talking to somebody like you
Do you live the days you go through
Will this song live on long after we do
(Can I Graduate)
Can I look at faces that I meet
Can I get my punk-ass off the street
Won't die on the vine. I wanna knock it all down
(Can I Graduate)
Echo fading, candle blow
Did you flash out long ago
Cross my fingers, I don't know
Someone poked you down below

Can I Graduate
Can I Graduate
Can I Graduate
Can I Graduate
Can I Graduate
Can I get my punk-ass off the street
Can I look at faces that I meet
I'm not waiting here for you to fly (I mind)
Will this song live on long after we do (I mind)