28.11.09

knowing the ending

Does it ruin the journey?

No, it shouldn't. I have prior knowledge of much that I watch, yet the conclusions are not necessarily why I watch.

I have been taking many free moments to watch "therapy shows." Doing this has helped me see many messages in my life.

I took time away from everyone, and have firmed my resolve.

Upon May 3rd, should my living situation not be resolved, then I will no longer be in this country. Should I be able to stay with close friends and/or family there I will continue my school. However, barring one such decision, I probably shall not be able to make that possibility happen. I will continue moving forward, and of course, becoming better.

The last thing I will do is award my students, then I must bid a final farewell. While the choice outlined is not my preferred one, it is a choice nonetheless that I have made firm in my heart, but until the time to commit, I shall continue on and attempt to put aside all but commitment to my students.

1 Comments:

Blogger nikki said...

Of course, that breaks my heart to hear, but I do believe you MUST do what is best for you. I know things go on when people leave, but they aren't the same. Anyway, it's awhile away. And of course, I as always wish you the best.

7:31 PM  

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