the names have been changed to protect the innocent... or not so innocent

Me: just had inspiration as I was near sleeping
her: Oh? Of what sort?
Me: song
her: mmm....nice.
her: I'd love to see/hear it whenever...
Me: working on it
her: ok...I'm so impressed by you...always
Me: *shakes head*
her: don't doubt me, crazy man!
Me: it's up, unless more hits me
her: what do you mean it's up?...on your blog?
Me: oh and somewhere Christopher is on myspace
Me: he told me the other day
her: any tips on how to find him?
her: what city is he in?
Me: *shrug*

Fort Scott, but not..... the Rez by there
her: how old is he?
Me: 3-
her: Arizona?
Me: yeppers
her: hmmm...
Me: hmm I am reminded of my high school english teacher
her: why's that?
Me: for the last time I uttered this was back then
Me: I write poetry in form of song
Me: and as thus
Me: think it should be a category
Me: of poetry that is
Me: requiring but a repeating chorus
her: I'm intrigued by what you wrote. I feel like I need to spend some time reading it repeatedly and pondering
her: I'm not finding a Fort Scott Arizona...
her: do you know his zip code?
Me: uh not off the top o my head
her: which rez is it?
Me: actually it's Fort Defiance
her: ok...
Me: Fort Scott is something Shae was talking about
her: right..in Kansas
Me: crazy jah mess
her: it happens
her: blame the flying
Me: or not
her: lol
Me: I finished the rough draft and put it up
Me: or at least added it to the other
her: I'll go look
Me: Here's one from way back:
Me: I have always known that you would leave me
for you are too young to know what love is.
Deep in my heart I care for you.
My soul still yearns for more
Even though that I knew
I still fell in love with you
Now I sit alone
merely a shell of a man
from the moment I first saw you
I could see
her: Oh honey...
Me: That deep inside was the woman for me
Sadly I also saw
that you were but growing
Growing up, giving in, becoming a woman
Now you know more than then
but you still need to grow
No more can I hold you back
You realized how great you are
and now you've gone
Me: That's the first in this lyrics book
her: wow
her: how long ago did you write that?
Me: *one eye closed*
*pen in mouth*
*looking upward*
Me: ummmm
Me: two .....
Me: I dunno honestly
her: ok
her: you're a good writer, you know
her: I can't seem to find Christopher, by the way
Me: *shrug*
Me: just thought I would give you the heads up
her: well, when you talk to him tell him I'd love it if he'd like to say hello sometime.
Me: my favorite lyric ever that I wrote:
Me: Driving through the rearview mirror
her: *grin* I like it.
Me: chorus:
her: what's that?
Me: looking not far enough ahead transfixed as we are by what we've done we are all just driving through the rearview mirror. The road behind was once ahead, remind yourself of this, temporary reflexion is healthy to learn to better futurely do, but if it's all you have, then nothing have you just driving through the rearview mirror
Me: .
Me: Intro I came up with is:
Me: We are just living our lives for corrections
planning not far enough ahead
always prepared to fix
never to do right
her: it's kind of sad, really...
Me: hmmm happy song.....
Me: *flipping through*
her: you don't have to find a happy song, baby
her: do you have one?
Me: well um random ramblings are in here too such as
Me: If fear were removed from religion and political campaigning would anything be left?
Me: Why can our country not impose power without fear
Me: ?
Me: If you are as old as you feel,
what happens when everyone else feels you are older?
Can you be older than you are?
Or only if everyone else feels so?
Me: ooo
Me: ooo
Me: I found one
her: hmmm....interesting...but I'd say that not all religion is dependent upon fear, though any good theology has to deal with it.
Me: Nice Guys?
her: huh?
Me: As I grew,
I learn of a lifestyle known as punk
A trio of men
from the town of Berkley
Made me grow to realize
that Nice Guys Finish Last
But what they failed to mention
was nice guys finish best.
her: I like it.
her: :-D
Me: here's stuff I overflowed with when I was in AZ
Me: I mean I required paper
Me: and pen
Me: and it just flowed
her: right
Me: If you want to blame society remember first that you are the original society and thus teacher of right and wrong to your children
Me: All racism comes from upbringing but to admit this is to know that we are all racists
her: I'd say yes to that, for the most part
Me: Only when we admit our problems can we begin to solve them
Me: Denial is taught both in our gov't and major religions
Me: Teach the future that giving is good and lying, cheating, stealing, and killing are the worst
her: hmmm.
Me: Teach that is always a choice
Me: whether or not you like your options there is a choice
her: sounds like a conversation I had with someone recently
Me: There is no longer a need to populate the world in fact we have more people than we can currently care for so why do ceratin cultures still insist on convincing their masses to replicate as much as possible
Me: have only 1 child that you can care for and then use that which we must all exert as humans self-control
Me: Our society promotes excess and sex and power teach their wrongs and explain the spiritual joys of control and respect both self and from peers
Me: If you can be brother to those who aren't biologically then be a father to those who aren't your kin
Me: Be a friend and teacher to those who need it but more importantly never stop being a student
her: is sex in and of itself really a wrong, or particularly when paired with excess and power?
Me: sex v. love
Me: then I had a cover idea
Me: BROTHERHOOD
her: ok
Me: with a multitude of hands
Me: of all colours
Me: a row of open
Me: and then below a row of closed
her: you left out over half the population in that
Me: four corner sayings:
Open Hands
Community
Solidarity
Closed Fists
her: hmm.
Me: UMA
united minority alliance
Me: steeping in cultural history minorities united are more than the majority
her: I think that's great, baby...but don't forget that the 'brother'hood language runs the risk of overlooking the twin oppression of sexism.
her: language is incredibly important
Me: If everyone stops (Folbwing)*can't read that so well
Me: then change must come
Me: learn from unions
Me: with solidarity anything can be accomplished
Me: shed the current idea that you can't
Me: strong communities churn out strong leaders and good people
Me: rid yourselves of the ideas that money gets you all you desire
her: I've read some good work on solidarity lately
Me: Teach your youths to learn before you send them out to eventually know only hate
her: so what are you going to do with all these ideas? it seems like there are some themes here that might do well with some working out
her: expanding, really.
her: so what are you going to do with all these ideas? it seems like there are some themes here that might do well with some working out
Me: 8-)
her: I love the way your mind works