Realizations

Today I had the realization that my philosophy for managers comes from my martial arts background in the fact that a promotion does mean you are higher rank but that you must still be able to do all the things that you had to before, only better.

Then the other day when I was helping Jessica move I figured out that my stomach, okay myself, isn't and is retarded. Simply put I get that awkward feeling in my stomach when I am around any ex's place not just Christina's. Which is good and bad.

I am still such a child is another realization that I came upon the other day. I almost feel like I went through my 20's in my teens though as that is when I drank and did all kinds of bad stuff the most. My twenties on the other hand is much more slowed down and strict.